wonderful weekend

this weekend so far has been amazing. on yesterday me and lauren went shopping for homecoming dresses. we did not get a dress but we did have a lot of fun. plus i got a really soft jacket that is light pink from american eagle and a cute quartersleeve shirt from aerie. i found out that i looooove the dressing rooms at aerie they are beautiful. if you haven't gone there you should and just try on something cuz it is so cool in there.
i also spent the night with lauren. it was my first sleep over since i have moved here( two years ago) it was really fun.
when i got home today my friend brittany called and asked if my and my older brother wanted to go cliff diving. of course i said yes. we drove to ________ lake and jumped off cliffs into the water. the cliffs were thirty feet high and it was terrifying while you are in the air. you just kind of fall for a few seconds and then you hit the water. ( my butt still hurts from falling on it)
and now i will be leaving to go to play as a buddy for the miracle league baseball team. i am on the tigers again with my baby brother. i'm excited. it will be fun :D

is it a curse?! am i being punished?!

why do i blush soooo easily!!! i hate it! today i blushed at least twenty times, i bet in my pictures (today was picture day) my face is red because the person asked me to smile! i think my face is permanently red from blushing and sunburns... isn't that just sad.
apparently it runs in my family to blush.
i blush
my older brother blushes( i've never seen him blush but he says he does)
my little sister blushes
my mom blushes
my grandma blushes
and its not just that we blush...
we blush for ourselves
for other people
and sometimes even people on tv
isn't that horrible??
its just tragically sad isn't it?
today in dance i blushed, a few times in dance i blushed
today in second period english i blushed and i could feel my face turning a tomato red, just because some guy asked me why i never wear my bangs down.
i blushed at lunch telling my friends about how much i blushed on my birthday last year
i blushed when one of my moms friends from a long time ago said " she looks just like ______"(my mom)
i blush when people i don't know ask what my name is
i blush when people say "oh my gosh! your face is soooooo oooooo red"
and that just makes me blush even redder


(by the way, if you dont blush and you know people that do, don't mention it to them when they do blush, it just makes them blush redder and its embarrassing, please)


so yeah just thought i would say how much i hate blushing



I ABSOLUTELEY POSITIVELY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!



have a great friday tomorrow :)

new title

okay, so i changed the title because i like the title doodle page better than life as a mouse, because this will probably be a really random blog... i don't really know but im pretty sure it will be....
today was not the best day ever... it was actually in my eyes pretty bad and depressing but i'm sure other people have had much worse. this morning i woke up late and missed my bible study like class (seminary). then my bus driver (actually substitute driver) came almost thirty minutes late and i sat in the rain for about fifteen minutes with my friend nathan quoting from videos, shows, and comedians the entire time we were at the bus stop, do you know how much he can say in one minute??? a whole lot.
school was just boring as usual.
after school i almost missed my bus and had to walk through a bunch of mud and wet, soggy grass. and on the bus i got a migraine that lasted about three and a half hours... m&m's usually help but today they just made my head ache worse. i cryed a little but that just makes my head hurt more so i called my friends and felt much better. friends are such a miracle. i love them.
well, yeah, so my day was kinda of depressing so i am going to talk about something else.....

in a few weeks is homecoming. i am working on convincing my dad to let me go, i don't know how well it is working, but i think i have almost convinced him. my dad has been told that high school dances are bad, play bad music, have bad dancing, and just all together bad, and doesn't want me to go to bad places. but ive heard that it is only like that if you hang out with bad people. if you are with good friends it isn't that bad. also my friend said that the music if it is originally bad, is edited to be "school appropriate". now he is going to see if he can chaperone at the dance, i really hope he doesn't that would be weird.
on friday i am going shopping with my friend. i'm excited, i hardly ever get out and do fun things with friends. normally i'll just stay home and play on the computer, read a book, or watch tv. such an interesting life, right?? not really.
i guess that is all i have to say.... my life isn't all that interesting right now....if you even get this far in my blog post with out falling asleep i will be surprised :) ...